I CAN NOT BELIEVE AM DONE WITH MARCH!!! ONE HECK OF A MONTH. SERIOUSLY!
oh and when I went through my older posts of march 09. there were nothing but pain as well...

Its hard steadying your feet sane in a world spins around insanity of no guarantees...I have a birthday today. and I am exhausted beyond belief.

I wrote him yesterday;

I kiss your eyes.
people say I am your sweetheart and, I say I have never been that nervous before. you make me giggle on the silliest of things. you resonate my world with merry even in your saddest of moments. I am feeling safe. I am home.

you're my home... love meeeeeeeeeee